Ugly peace

I'll be so much at peace,
if someone tells me that love doesn't exist
we are lesser creatures,
looking at places for pleasing features
tell me it's all about sensual pleasure,
take off the mask, i am not afraid of closure
who are you fooling anyways,
we don't live in black and white but shade of greys
Yes you were a pin-up and I was a whore
i tried painting our bond with colors pure
but who has ever painted coal white
the darkness there shines bright
presuming and consuming
how long could we have persevered
we were meant to end
it was too long a pretence
to endure